unpurposed

i still dont understand why people put their school addresses in their AIM profiles. how come people dont ever put their home address in their AIM profiles? huh.

i hate labs.

my head hurts. i want to gouge out my eyeball.

wednesdays are miserable days. but today is not wednesday. so it is not miserable. but that doesn't mean all miserable days are wednesdays. so today could still be miserable. but it is not, i think. what am i saying? i need to study economics. today is halloween. but i dont think i will crossdress today. but that is okay. because i crossdressed for halloween parties that were before this halloween. so i shall post some of those crossdressing pictures.

that is one. my quota for the year is finished.

laibach (a fascist band) did a cover of rammstein's "ohne dich" (without you). and they changed the lyrics. instead of "without you, i cannot be" it became "without me, you cannot be." harhar. i love laibach. they are super fascist so they dont interact with their crowds at their concerts.

yay more cancelled classes. now i dont know what to do.

i always get myself into such troubles.

oh well.

another thing about that indian movie that made it different and cool. the way the person died wasn't cancer or leukemia or some other cancer. it was just heart attack. which makes MUCH more sense symbolically.

you know, i still dont know if rin toshite shigure's lead singer is a boy or girl. i know the background singer is a girl. but is that singer a boy or girl!? sometimes he sounds like a boy. sometimes she sounds like a girl. s/he has a high voice. and s/he looks like a girl. but also a boy. aguhahgh! and they aren't visual kei. they aren't boys that dress up as girls. its odd that its easier to tell visual kei bands. but not these bands that dress normally! wtfwtf.

so i watched this movie called "kal ho naa ho". it's an indian movie. and it's 3 hours long. and the title means "tomorrow may or may not come". and therefore, it was quite emo. so here's the story. girl is sad. and she hates her life. her friend is boy2. boy2 loves girl. then boy1 comes into girl's life. girl loves boy1. boy1 loves girl. but boy1 has to die. therefore boy1 tries to make girl love boy2. so girl can have love when he is dead. it's pretty sad. sadder than most of the normal emo dramas. i guess that is why it won 16 awards. anyways. i am confused about the time. because daylight savings is lame lame!